Talk:Re: Message

Sigh.

Hey, so.

(Didn't wanna create a whole 'nother page  so)

You really sounded fine. I understand you.

Yeah, in terms of interactions/how I speak, it's been drier/disconnected, I admit that. I'm sorry you had to deal with that in all honesty. I often wish I can be the best for people I'm with, like, you know, happy, uplifting, funny, etc. But I guess that's dropped recently. And honestly, I know it isn't even HUMAN, but I still feel that way and guilty when I'm not. I digress, though. I don't wanna start complaining/pity partying or anything, that crap disgusts me to do.

Thank you so much for not being overbearing about the owed art. I'm unexplainably grateful you aren't pressuring over it, seriously, thank you so much, Asmo. But the art thing is kinda from my end. Like I myself feel stressed with owed art, dumb eh? But it does  lift a lot of weight, nevertheless, to not have that pressure.

I know we haven't talked much/you haven't been on here much. But yeah, I do have some weight in that. I could've helped the times we did chat be a bit better. And heck, I haven't done much on my end to keep up our relationship either. So please don't blame yourself 100% for that. Friendship's a two-sided thing. As in both people have the weight for things (unless it's like abuse or something, which this case is not) relationship wise. There's stuff we both could've done. I honestly could have done a lot more for you, Anakin, and any friend I've neglected to keep contact with, and even if I couldn't talk to them much, the times I DID interact with them could've been a lot healthier than they were. I really don't want you blaming yourself Asmo, please.

No. You HAVEN'T made me feel like I can't vent to you in any way. I myself always feel weird about venting. It's like I'm giving the other person more added crap they don't need. General, casual vents are one thing but there's a point where I think it can get too far/frequent/much and that's what I'm talking about. You Asmo have actually given me great advice. I've actually come to you a few times with that hope. Which is why I used to playfully regard you as the Wits of this group.

Taking time off, I'm thinking about it. The funny thing is, this place doesn't really stress me out at all. It's mostly offline stuff--stuff I really am not up for explaining right now. I just don't want to take stuff out on other people, and I fear I'm taking stuff out subconsciously. All in all, I guess I don't know.

[And I don't consider you a Madman. Please don't call yourself that, kiddo.]

The Secret PuppyGirl has Spoken Talk 23:49, May 26, 2017 (UTC)